
Illustration: Paul Aitchison
Not only Kesab, many others are in such straits. There’s no food in the house, but there is a means of getting it – through his daughter. A couple of sacks of rice, two or three times her weight. Also some cash, with which they can buy a few clothes.
A year or so ago, Kesab had searched for a decent groom, so that he could give Soilo away along with a few jewels, saris and utensils. He’d been willing to spend all he had to get her married according to the scriptures and norms. But because everything he had was not much, he couldn’t find an adequate recipient. Her looks are ordinary, yet she is maturing fast.
Kesab hasn’t even had time to contemplate just how, in the course of this search, he’s become a pauper – all from trying to provide a bit of rice for himself, his wife, the other kids and Soilo. His eldest son was married, worked as a schoolteacher at a salary of forty-three rupees. He’d died of an astonishing variety of malaria. That the fever could reach a hundred and six degrees and kill a strong young man in five days after medicines as precious as gold ran out – Kesab had only heard tales of such a miraculous malaria.
A daughter had died as well, of ordinary malaria. This kind was Kesab’s intimate, resident enemy. The weapon against it, quinine, he also knew well. When she hadn’t the strength to swallow a tablet, he’d mixed it in water to make a paste like glue.
Sadai-doctor had remonstrated, “You foolish man, that’s very good quinine, a new variety. Very effective. Else, would I charge you extra?”
When she died the doctor got angry. In a stentorian tone, like a judge stating his verdict, he declaimed, “You killed her. Can quinine alone save her? Doesn’t she need food? You killed her without giving her food, just food!”
The girl had been younger than Soilo by a year and a half, and she’d had a much prettier face. Now he could’ve gotten food in exchange of her, several sacks, and cash.
But Kesab has no regrets about that. Rather, he thinks, she’s better off dead.

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Kalachand buys Soilo.
Kalachand’s speech is pleasing and refined, his face pale and bloodless, his eyes small and dull. He looks upon women with the same dispassionate air with which the dutiful Bibhisan regarded his brother’s nubile wife Mandodori – so long as the demon king Ravana had rights to her. Beyond this, though, one can’t compare Kalachand with Bibhisan. Five years ago Kalachand’s elder brother had somehow died, and instead of courting his unclaimed second wife, Kalachand had forcibly turned her into the mistress of a household. It wasn’t the household in which his family lived, but a rented building quite far off. Ten or twelve women lived there.
Recently Kalachand has also rented the building next to it. Seventeen or eighteen women now inhabit the two houses. Kalachand’s Mandodori presides over both. In just a few years, she’s become somewhat obese.When she wears a glowing white sari over her half-sleeved white blouse, she looks like a lady from an aristocratic family.
The famine having swelled the city’s demand for girls, who are cheap and plentiful in the suburbs, Kalachand is often on the move these days. Spotting Soilo in his own village, he’s taken a fancy to her. Admittedly she looks like a skeleton – but then one can’t buy girls from such families until they’ve reached a certain level of desperation. And she’ll fill out nicely when fed. He’d seen her before; her looks are ordinary, but that doesn’t much matter. Every evening she can be made beautiful. After someone has dressed her up for a few days, Soilo herself will learn the art of turning heads with flowers and paint.
In the dulcet, soothing tones of a religious singer, Kalachand sympathises, “Aha, Chakkothi sir, who knew your fate held such suffering?”
Kesab stares lifelessly. Kalachand doesn’t expect his compassion to elicit tears, but the man’s eyes don’t even glisten! It’s disappointing. Yet this isn’t a new experience for him. Something’s wrong with everybody – his floods of fellow-feeling don’t elicit the feeblest response. In the old days, this Kesab Chakraborty would burst into tears at the slightest show of sympathy, blow his nose and wipe his eyes while providing a long account of his travails, try his hardest to puff up that compassion. Now that’s all gone.
From his base in the city, Kalachand has been travelling through the countryside. He’s seen many deserted villages. But he hasn’t sat in a village day after day watching it empty out, hasn’t suffered himself. How can he comprehend Kesab’s state of mind?
Kalachand has brought some rice, lentils, fish and vegetables, enough for one meal. These people, of course, will make it last for two or three. He just wants to give them a taste, soothe their stomachs, whet their appetites, make them wild for more. He’s also brought a sari for Soilo; her mother has instead emerged wrapped in it. Soilo’s blouse is torn only a little, and so her ragged sari can still hide her body.
Kalachand talks of many things, and then gets to the point. “Will you let me take her? Get her treated?”
“Yes.”
“It hurts to see her like this.”
Kesab has heard vague rumors about Kalachand’s houses. In a strained voice he asks, “You’ll keep her with you? In your home?”
“If not in my house, where else shall I keep her, Chakkothi sir?”
“Let me think a bit,” Kesab says, nodding. “God will bless you my son, just let me think a bit.”
Pleased, Kalachand replies, “I’ll come on Wednesday, late night. I’ll bring everything in the car. Who knows what people will say, Chakkothi sir, just tell them she went to her uncle’s house.”
Kesab shuts his eyes and says, “No one will want to know, my boy. No one is curious. If they learn she isn’t here, they’ll assume she died.”